Prayer Lyrics

God can you hear me

I'm struggling

Trying to find my way through the rights and wrongs

Trying to fight my way through every single day

By the end of the day I find my myself next to the ashtray

Smoking away my life so I don't grab the knife to cut the thin line I've been hanging onto my whole damn life

I've always felt out of place

Never really felt like I belonged

Every time I try to make light out of my day

Darkness always came around and took it all away

I just want this pain to be taken all away

Is that too much to ask

I just want to unmask whatever it is

That makes me feel so isolated in my mind

To make me so blind to the fact that my family has my back

I'm trying to get my life back on track

But it's hard to leave the past in the dark where it should be

Clinging on to memories that shouldn't be

But they keep on reoccurring to the point where I can't help but feel

All the pain and the guilt that I put on myself

No one that you know that you love would get hurt by the words of the truth that you say about yourself

Like I'm broken on the inside

Or maybe I just want to die

Maybe I just want to get high

Cause anything is better than saying goodbye

I'm sorry

I can't say this in person to you

So I pray