HWEUA Lyrics

Out for smokes be back in three

Weird of trees to hate their seeds

Everybody's mad at me

Think half those bitches Palpatine

I crumpled up a note or three

My own attempt fatalities

I stopped feeling gravity

I'm falling up like Silverstein

Fire burns my self-esteem

Therapist not helping me

Refer me 'round three times this week

Pass me 'round like I'm disease

I must be kool-aid and bleach

Poof I'm gone

No time to grieve

I stand up in disbelief

Why's the sun so scared of me

Sally sold me sea shells

Shelly's shore been shining by the sea

I've been starving in my town

Cali been the place to eat

Momma at her second job

Baby boy's all bone and teeth

Always locked inside my mind

Oh my God I lost the keys

Oh my God I'm such a slob

I just jumped to reach my dreams

You get petty over squabs (Squabs)

You won't let me speak

I've been beaten my whole life

Now I'm biting who I see

'Cause getting you to listens' been like pulling out teeth

Peter's pretty much a pessimist

Let's break that little pipe he play

KFC for one more check

But now he's moving heavy weight

Pour himself up two more drinks

Whiskey straight, don't need no chase

Girly says she's three weeks late.

Need to change

Who I am inside

Or maybe waste my life

At least few more times

Need to-need to change

You know I swear I tried

And then you say I lie

Hope will eat you alive

Father Mackenzie

I hope you forgive me

Want these hoes to die alone

Just like Eleanor Rigby

I know everything I say can be held back against me

That's really handcuffs on hippies

Because they want me gone like JFK in the 60's

Guess I'm going with hickory

Know nobody will miss me

I really cash out on quick schemes

Now I'm outta like six leagues

Element one fifteen

You lied on your shit

Just like jet fuel on steel beams

Now I'm over you dope fiends

That lost sight in these things

While these dreams proceed

To hold me till I can't breathe

So indeed

I exceed

I exhale through nosebleeds

Swear nobody knows me

They reach in my pockets

It's my third mind this week and I've already lost it

I live right where lost is

I married my losses

I'm way too pretentious

I meant over-cautious

Fuck my whole life

I really meant narcissistic

Not just an asshole they say it's an illness

Then double the doses when the last ones won't kill it

My body's a business

They keep making money the longer I'm living

It's hundreds of dollars to get a prescription

Insurance to cover the difference

Co-pays to live for a percentage

That's wack

Family ties fray

How do you save a life I'm lost

Advice feels like slick remarks

Up all night you tell me off

Trips around the writer's block

Olive branches splinter us

Hope the whole album sucks

But my friends sit in prison

Distribution and usage

In love with your mood

And the tunes you come up with

Wanna be just like you

Turning up on some club shit

Earn respect in the streets

With best friends and fiends

Up for three weeks

Not accomplishing seesh

Can't get no sleep without cups of codeine

It's all part of the struggle

We'll break out and hustle

Just to say fuck GED's and end back up in trouble

And I need to change

Who I am inside

Or maybe waste my life

At least few more times

Need to-need to change

You know I swear I tried

And then you say I lie

Hope will eat you alive