Grey Lyrics

Pretty eyes and her mother's smile

She was stunning and I could tell by how she looked at me

That we were thinking the same thing

What a perfect beginning

But she couldn't see the hell inside of me

The hell inside of me

Now I'm choking on my words

I take it all back

Never thought I'd say that

Praying for a god to

Come and save my soul

But I'm not sure if I mean it

I was fucked up

And too young

There's something fucking wrong with me

I think maybe

I've always been a shade of grey

Everything is pain and everything I hate lives inside of me

Hypocrite piece of shit I know what's right but I can't do it

Saw myself as a savior with a golden crown

But couldn't see the skeletons piling all around

Swore I loved you I swore that I'd fix all the pain

I'd say I love you tell a lie it sounded all the same

I never meant to hurt you I'll take all the blame

I'd say I'm sorry but there's nothing left for me to change

Run away run away get the fuck away from me

There is grey inside my brain a seeping seething disease