just your average nobody Lyrics

Man I don't really like the shit, I know that it's sad as shit

Not usually how I write my shit, it's just where I'm at with this

Bullshit I've been dealing with, feeling like a worthless sack of shit

I'm sick of asking this, what happened to my happiness

I can't grasp a sense so I just grab a fifth

Bottle for my sorrows, soon I'll get past this shit

It may not be tomorrow, but soon the truth I'll swallow

For now I'll just wallow in my music until I'm hollow because

I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money

You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me

Them nights when I was so hungry showed me

That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie

Man I really hit the lotto, that was until I found out

You were just a fraud hoe, don't look at me and frown now

You came then you bounced out, you caused the pain, you dissed me

You dogged my name, and left me feeling so fucking empty

You left me at my worst when I needed you the most

Goddamn that shit hurt but I know how that shit goes

I could just bitch and moan but bitches come and go

And all your friends too man that's just how it goes

I'm just your average nobody, loved by nobody

Most of you are so lucky, you don't even know

Try to be deaf and blind, depressed with anxiety

I try to be the G that I know is deep inside of me

I just don't know how much more fight's in me

As time passes by, it only gets more tiring,

I think my time's expiring because I think i might finally

I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money

You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me

Them nights when I was so hungry showed me

That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie

This shit got me thinking, is suicide worth attempting

I mean nothing else seems to help the hurt that's in me

I'm so broken, there isn't a soul that can fix me

This shit is getting old, smoking on these moldy ciggies

I swear to god, I'm going to lose it feeling like I'm never winning, always losing

Since the beginning I've been getting pissed on

God please tell me what the fuck I did wrong

To deserve this bullshit ass life that makes me feel so fucking worthless

Tell me what's the purpose, of being deaf and blind

Not allowed to drive so a job and girl gets hard to find

Three failed attempts of suicide, I guess the time just wasn't right

Man I guess the time just wasn't right

I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money

You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me

Them nights when I was so hungry showed me

That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie