Always on Me Lyrics

Wow, great work... you almost killed grandma

Fucking dipshits, sometimes I can't stand yall

How am I supposed to act? The camel's back is broken

It snapped in a dramatic, traumatic family explosion

Now I'm trying to pick the pieces up, because that's what I've always done

It's up to me when things erupt, at home I was the oldest one

Feels if I don't focus on self improvement then no one will

Now I have no chill and every flow is overkill

Every time you broke a pill, my psyche shattered further

If I fold this decomposes so I wisely had to nurture

Our symbiosis then bring it back to stability

To always be who holds us is bogus my sadness visibly

Distracts endlessly from efficiently making art

I have a brilliancy within me til' you break my heart

I'm grateful for my family's love and everything they've done for me

But last month was dumb, yall really fuckin fucked with me

Sucks it's always on me to sweep the messes up

I love you but please you need to step it up

It's tough enough to succeed without this extra stuff so

Either you grow, or I need to go

I'm not the bread winner. I don't support us that way

More family sage restore order with what I have to say

And that's okay. It's a role that I've been glad to play

Done the shit since ninth grade, happy with no hazard pay

The diplomat. Pulling wisdom from a magician hat

My linguistic intuition fixes cataclysms at

A rate of profound efficiency it just gets to me

This gift I give expends extensive mental energy

That withers my inner musician, feel like Palpatine

Blasted so much magic that I'm old as fuck and rather mean

I'm 27 but my minds 143

Growing up I had few friends who struggled more than me

It was embarrassing like dude can I come over?

My folks are breaking shit again I don't think that they're sober

Eating dinner at the homies house feeling ashamed

When my sister calls screaming "can you come home?" and I'm like dang

"These first experiences leave deep etchings

Upon the psychic nature of the child"