Blessed (23) Lyrics

What is life to a brudda like me

Clean heart can't let a gutter mind sleep

I once had a lisp and I'd stutter slightly 

But couldn't see a life beyond spitting on beats 

My teens were one long rough patch, his 

Role models long absent

If love exists, it ain't accessed, I axed it

Ambitions Ab-Soul but can't abstain absinth 

Excess cigs in ashtrays, fuck patches

Drunk antics, cuffs on mans wrists

Puff puff no pass, one man ting

Black heart, black liver, black lips 

Went from re-ligious activist to re-living madnesses 

Against the whole atlas, a callous kid

A voice in the back says I'm slacking 

But fuck ad-libs and fuck practice

Convinced I was the best at no more then 10 

I am what I said, no more pretend 

Aint mended nah but no need to tend 

To old wounds, 23, ain't getting any younger 

Caught in the past, can't judge a future, no wonder 

Woke from my slumber with restless impatience  

Sensed I had missed my station 

Too much of my life I ain't yet lived

Maybe i'm delusional

Now there is a thought that I won't let sink

There ain't an experience of mine that regret ain't pinched 

Or over thinking

So don't pinch me I'm dreaming and would not dream of blinking 

You say you believe bro 

But I'm using Cerebro, I can see you thinking 

An asian boy rapping, no label would want him 

The moment he's honest, it's labelled as conscious

They won't peep, unless he's speaking bout keys

And he hates social media, how you gonna keep up

I ain't got an answer or a market, yet 

Bet, I swing through the web with my parker pen

Been in sickness, but the message has been sent 

If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed 

Blessed

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

Blessed 

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

Blessed 

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed 

Blessed

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

Blessed 

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

Blessed 

I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless

I know I been blessed 

If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed