comfort zone ft. Taylor Rose Lyrics

My emotionally unavailable upbringing

Has taught me that I'm terrified of loving you

And my environment of aggression

Has shown me that I'm just as messy

Too

And it's easier to prove that

I don't care for you

Even though it's not true

There's nothing else I can do

I like you

It's not fair

I'm getting grey hairs

How to say that I'm scared

My words just spill out

And I'm filled up with doubt

My brain is a blurry whirling wreck

Whenever you're around

Can't figure out how to be myself and go without

That feeling you put in my chest

And the taste you leave in my mouth

I wish I could process five stages of grief

In as little as five days a week

But unfortunately for me

It's not that easy

I feel a bit queasy

How to tell you that I'm needy

Tell myself I'm okay

I'm okay

I'm okay

But I'm not

And I keep pushing you away

When I look at you

I just go numb

I'm not usually like this

I feel so dumb but

You're so beautiful

It causes an emotional reaction

And a physical response

Without satisfaction

Gone when you need me

Present when you don't

Nine out of ten times

We're not on the same boat

I'm too busy

Being alone

How to tell you

You're out of my

Comfort zone