Self Conscious Lyrics

My homie said to lock myself up in the zone

I ain't worried about shit, won't answer my phone

At times I wonder why I cannot get along

They questioning where I went wrong

Daily sinning

Counting blessings

If I ain't winnings

At least I learned my lesson

My first mistake was

Second guessing

A force of habit

To seek perfection

Plenty days

I wondered why

Why I don't have that fire in my eye

But sleepless nights

That seem to say

Contradict the voice of my pain

Oh I'm

So self conscious

I'm so self conscious

I can't break no promises

I know my future's all on me

Plus I done made a lot of them (And)

I chose to hold this weight on me

All of my stress is my own

Why am I breaking my bones

Carry the world on my shoulders

I pulled the sword out of stone

Don't get me out of my zone

I cannot go out a clone

Fuck a persona, just grow

I was so worried bout how they gone see me but all their eyes have been closed

I keep it thick in the fold

I only stress when I'm bored

Gotta get up and just go

I used bare the weight all by my lonely but don't gotta do that no more

You know how us soldiers we roll

Nice with the sticks and the poles

Look pass all that I got soul

Don't give a fuck what they on

They not gone where my shoes

They not gone smell my cologne

So why

Am I so self conscious

I'm so self conscious