how i feel Lyrics

how i feel - sammy rash

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I told my friends

Lately I've been staring at the ceiling

I don't ever say the things I'm feeling, no no

'Cause that would be like way to much revealing

Gotta keep a secret 'till I need to let go

You don't ever tell me what the deal is

I don't want to waste my time, no

Maybe we should stop with in concealing

I've been feeling blinded by my pride, oh

Up in my mind I got some things that I hide

I got emotions that show, was kinda hoping it's shy

But no I won't let you know, I keep it all tucked inside

Until you ask me to go, and now I'm wondering why, 'cause

I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same

Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so

Hit me up if your still down, say your on the way

If you want to stay around, say it to my face

Never speaking to each other, gotta keep it down

But I say it to another when you're not around

When I see you, think I love you, so don't make a sound

'Cause you're mixing up the signals, will you tell me now?

Like, do you want me here, do you want me gone?

Love me when I'm here 'till the lights go on

I just wanna see your side, but I can't really read your mind, 'cause

You're telling lies like that you'd be here on time

Thought we decided on three, girl it's a quarter to five

And now your eyes are on me, so I start holding you tight

But as you're starting to leave, ask what I'm doing tonight, yeah

I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same

Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so

Hit me up if your still down, say your on the way

If you want to stay around, say it to my face

Yeah, why we gotta be like this?

Every seconds wishing, we don't ever make decisions

Tryna keep my on my knees I wish

It won't make a difference if I told you my opinion

That it's sticking, Imma lose my grip

One more minute, gotta lose the wind

Signal mixing, don't know who to pick

Just been wishing you're not choosing him

I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same

Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so

Hit me up if your still down, say your on the way

If you want to stay around, say it to my face