Gone Astray Lyrics

I need you here

Yet I tell you to go away

Nothing's clear

But somehow I know I've gone astray

You look at me

And I see the pity in your eyes

I am not free

I'm trapped within my own disguise

This isn't new

Now all my songs, they sound the same

Stuck in a loop

Wishing I could somehow change

I wanna cry

But I've forgotten how to feel

My eyes are dry

And nothing in my life seems real

My broken mind

Cannot see through all the rain

I'm out of time

The only thing I feel is pain

Cut through the grey

It's how I know I'm still alive

But I'm not okay

I'm still struggling to survive

I'm holding on

But only by a thread

My strength is gone

Is it all just in my head?

You see me now

But will you help, or just ignore?

I'm calling out

But I doubt that you care anymore