I'm losing it Lyrics

"We found him this morning with a severe concussion to the head

He's hallucinating and he's simply delusional

And I think we're going to have to put him under"

In a white room, drowsy like on NyQuil

Feed like a vegetable, no clue by whom

I've no medical need for Haloperidol

But these medics know how to get me off this world

I don't know where I am now (I do not know)

I don't know where I'm heading (I'm so lost)

I don't know how to break out (Help)

I fear to reach a dead end

I'm losing it

I - I - I'm losing it

I - I - I'm losing it

What do I do with this?

I - I - I

Was a wealthy uni student

Got a degree in computers

Had a girl who loved me tons

She was carrying my son

Was still living with my mum but got the mortgage for a house for my job was paying well

Promotion after my first month

"The recession lost him his job, so the mortgage was lost

Then his mother died of cancer, was sleeping at the shelter and his de facto long gone"

I'm losing it

I - I - I'm losing it

I - I - I'm losing it

Why do you lie to me?

I

Don't blame me!

It's not my fault

I just can't process the mess in which my world was left

The longer I diverged my gaze from it the more it would torment and weigh

And I realized I was falling to a bottomless pit and the longer

I looked at the dark mist the more I could see a pair stare back

No more tricks, no more tests, no more pain, no more stress

On this bridge screaming "fuck you world!" with all my breath, I...

I'm losing it

I - I - I'm losing it

I should take this step

And be done with it

I - I...

Jump now, come on, one inch and it will be over dear, you don't need to fear

You know I love you, I only want what's best for you: one last step

And I will take care of you forever