Sin of War Lyrics

The Shame

The Guilt

The Pain

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

I was a youngsta I was a gangsta

What I thought was the life

Was the worst mistake I made

Having no life at home

Brought me to the only thing

I had, the streets (The thug life)

It's a house with no heat

It's freezing cold

Thinking I was grown

Getting high With my homies

Beef with other sets

Stay fighting with my homies

Not a lot of love

But plenty of hate

Death before dishonor (424)

Was how I was raised

Down for your homeboy syndrome

How I spent my days

I always thanked God

To see a new day

Now I pray for

Peace between nations

Putting an end

To the racist faces

Trying to win

War with sin

Feels like my world

Is Caving in

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

I sit around with a gun

I also know the Bible

And all the love

Expressed by Gods only son

But I have shed so many tears

For so many years

Battling myself

With this anxiety and fear

Neva pulling the trigger

On myself

To leave my life of sin

I keep telling myself in the end

I will win

Sometimes I don't believe

And never listen

Enjoying the joys of the world

Im wondering

If life's true fulfillment

Is in the word

I don't want to

Sink like stones

But fly like birds

I guess I misheard

For my roads got

Twisted n stirred

Because of a hurt

My soul remains

Wounded and Uncured

My eyes are full of tears

And my vision is blurred

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

I became a father and a soldier

At the same time

17 years young

Trying take care of what's mine

Leaving the ladder

Being of the hustle and grind

That I climbed

My soldiers in the hood

Are known for organized crime

Is what I left behind

Started on the wrong path

Now doing right

In his sight

As I left right left

Staying out the other side

I been at war in the streets

I been at war across seas

I just trying to win the

War within me

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

Sin of war

War of my sins

Trying to make it

On my own

Victory seems kinda thin

My back is against the wall

Tell me how can I win?

I can't win