Down Lyrics

So what's going on

I'm honestly just not feeling to hot right now

And why do you think that is

My mind is thinking of so many different things and

And what

I just can't pinpoint one

I just

Well tell me about it

I feel so down

And I don't know why

I feel so low inside

I guess i'm just writing my emotions out

Don't really know what to say

Haven't done this in so long

Cause I've taught myself not to feel anything at all

And that is the price that I pay

Ten years too late

Depression be fucking me

Mentally drained

Cold sweats been shaking me aye

Trying to do me but can't

Trying to stick to my plans

Denial

I feel like i'm pushing away all the people I love

By staying astray

I feel like i'm loosing myself inside of my head

Anxiety stage

Can't even look at the sky without thinking this world is a fake

It's hollow inside of me

Black as my eyes you see

Demons they cut my throat and they filled me with

Depression

I feel so down

And I don't know why

I feel so low inside

I feel so down

And I don't know why

I feel so low inside

Yeah

Can't even sleep at night

Thinking i'm gonna die

Tossing and turning reflecting my life

Hands on my neck

Paralysis ties

Hung from a noose

Kicking and screaming I might

Have to give in

Have to let it

Break my neck now let it heal and then start again

I'm scaring myself with my own thoughts

Fuck

I know I probably shouldn't feel like this

I know it's not normal for people to think like this

And I know that I should probably go get help

But I don't want to put it on anybody else

The way I was raised

I want to figure it out all by myself

Acceptance

I feel so down

And I don't know why

I feel so low inside

I feel so down

And I don't know why

I feel so low inside

So do you feel better

Honestly kind of

Well don't get used to it

Why

Cause i'm going to make sure it's going to be like this

For the rest of your life

You can count on it

Well fuck