By Myself (Outro) Lyrics

All by my lonely and I thugging by myself

Gotta play it smart and put my feelings on the shelf

Close the old book and write a new one as I go

Gotta get high for all the times that I feel low

Come on the beat and speak on the pain I don't show

It ain't easy going through shit but I keep it G

Strongest as they come, not a thing they throw was breaking me

Coming back for every single thing what they take from me

All by myself 'cause it ain't too much I could trust

In a world full of snakes, it ain't too much I could love

Tell them free up the top spot, I coming to get that

Want be in front 'cause I ain't get no time to sit back

Can't give out my heart for free so I gotta add tax

I ain't where I wanna be so I cannot relax

You wasn't for me and I didn't even see that

Spread my secrets dawg, I couldn't even believe that

I get heart break so many times and I still feel that

When I find this happiness again, no one could steal that

On this road, I promise myself I wouldn't fold or break

I had feelings for certain shit I had to throw it away

I want it the time I spend showing love to snakes back

They said they loved me but they didn't, it was all cap

All the time I spend chasing hoes, want it all back

Was repairing people who break me, I had to fall back

Doing all these drugs because the pain so deep what I tryna erase

Just to focus, I gotta take one blunt to the face

I want check on you but I know that ain't even my place

Wish you the best from a distance, I gotta give you space

Mommy always tell me that my heart slowing me down

Always giving people the strength to knock me down

Just tryna change my mommy frowns back to smiles

When this rap pop, make the struggles worth while

'Cause I remember when I was down bad, couldn't find no talent

Remember I felt like I was strange 'cause certain niggas had shit and I didn't have it

Remember people look down on me 'cause I have a single parent

You wouldn't believe this shit but it's real life and I want you hear it

I don't speak on certain shit because of the weight of it

Just 'cause I smiling that don't mean I ain't got pain and shit

I be tryna ease the pain on my brain and shit

After a while, I know I wasn't gon' be the same and shit

I can't even sit down and really just explain the shit

Just know I prevail through everything they said I couldn't win

Ain't nothing to prove but I have so much to lose

Ain't where I wanna be but I get so much that I came from

So much anger on my brain, all I think about is redrum

The lies replaying in my head, yeah the ones they told me

Should've payed attention to the signs that they really showed me

I thought that they was real but they just leave me on my lonely

And we gon' be balling soon, they gotta watch from the nosebleeds

They gotta watch us from the nosebleeds

Gang

Gang

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