I don't know what living a balanced life feels like Lyrics

(I don't know what living a balanced life feels like

When I'm sad, I don't cry, I pour

When I'm happy, I don't smile, I glow

When I'm angry, I don't yell, I burn)

Even the sky feels it when I'm upset

The silver light of the moon hugs me

The stars flicker a little less brightly

When my voice shakes and my tears get wet

My hands pray for better days

My feet wander in the garden of my mind

The wind is blowing sweet melodies, and as always

The birds and my voice intertwine

Home, is where roses blossom in the winter

Peace, is found in the realm of soothing whispers

It rained once and all the cotton candy melted

All my life rainbow tears had filled up my eyes

My brain, my brain doesn't quite fit in my head anymore

The water soaks me to the core

Only the warmth of the sun is bringing me joy

Only the sound of the rain can calm me down

I only feel the touch of the rain, the dampness of the soil

Only those things are worth staying around

Home, is where roses blossom in the winter

Peace, is found in the realm of soothing whispers

Home, is where roses blossom in the winter

Peace, is found in the realm of soothing whispers

(When I'm happy, I don't smile, I glow

When I love I give them wings

But perhaps that isn't such a good thing

Cause they always tend to leave)

(The good thing about feeling in extreme is when I love I give them wings

(I don't know what living a balanced life feels like)

And you should see me when my heart is broken

(When I love I give them wings)

I don't grieve, I shatter)