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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2020

Lyrics

My mother said that I could be a star

My father told me I would be a king

I’m lying in these bars

That fucking deadbeat never told me anything

My mother worried I would be my father

And follow in his crooked footsteps

Almost let addiction turn me to a monster

Thank God I took a breath

I think it’s probably just the way that I was raised

The perfect recipe

What a surprise, I started getting high

Fuck did you expect of me?

My childhood didn’t really mean much

Only raising green up

Nah, wait a minute, shit, that was Jay Z

I was only raising a couple middle fingers

I figured I could either build a wall around it

Or drown in all the things that made me sad

My crazy past

My flaky dad

No wonder why I grew into an angry man

But now I’m back for redemption

The beginning of my chapter three

No more showing up with half me missing

No more hiding under apathy

I’d been attempting to kill my nerve endings

Now I’m feeling things I can’t believe

Get a mortician, not an interventionist

That’s how bad this relapse will be

Damn, I wonder ‘bout my younger brother

And if he battles with our dad’s disease

‘Cause if reality’s a motherfucker

Must have fucked her while she’s having me


Reality can be a motherfucker

And if life is a bitch

She must be the number one cocksucker

But she can get the dick

Feeling like I’m running out of options

On the top of God’s shit list

Look around, you can see that I’m blessed

Couple dollars in my pocket, but I still feel stressed

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for?

Man, I ain’t never had shit, but everything is relative

And even if I did, I wanna have more


My mother wanted me to go to school

My pops wanted me to get a job

But I didn’t do either

Fucking with all these skeezers

Modeling abroad

I travelled the world

My face in magazines

I lay with the girl

That you only fucked in your dreams

I was thinking, at this rate

That life could be this great

When I reached the certain age I’m at now

But that was a mistake

‘Cause all of the mixtapes

We made, we never ever put out

Feeling so misplaced, living in this age

Working all these dead end jobs

Unable to get paid, only a shit rate

‘Cause I got a cheap ass boss

How the hell did I get where I’m at?

I used to be the fucking man

And I don’t even know where I’m goin’

Never had a backup plan

Went from stretch limousines at the age of nineteen

Pretty dope little coke fiend

Town cars to the airport

Exotic stamps on my passport

All of Tahiti know me

Man, where the fuck did my dreams go, huh?

Used to feel closer when I was younger

But now my hunger hella diminished

And all these little bitches

Be thinking that I’m finished

Between me and them, what’s the difference?

That I really lived it, huh?

And they only spit it, huh?

Soon they will come to grips with, what?

Their life could eat a big dick


Reality can be a motherfucker

And if life is a bitch

She must be the number one cocksucker

But she can get the dick

Feeling like I’m running out of options

On the top of God’s shit list

Look around, you can see that I’m blessed

Couple dollars in my pocket, but I still feel stressed

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for?

Man, I ain’t never had shit, but everything is relative

And even if I did, I wanna have more


My mother said that I would be a star

My father said that I would be a king

My school said I’d be another black criminal

Behind bars at the age of eighteen

I guess reality’s a motherfucker

‘Cause I ain’t never been those

Just another blue collar

Pop bottles, get dollars

Smoke yada while I fuck these hoes

Everything in my life going good

Could you visualize and picture

Probably not, only thing in the hood that’s sweet

Is the blunt wrap roll of a Swisher

Tried to go to church, but I couldn’t live the lines

That I read, when I scrolled through the scriptures

Tried to get a job but my resume said

Just another dumb, nappy-headed nigga

Took a shot at the rap game

But I missed the backboard

Told my brother we would be on top

Ended up being underground

Like I fell through the trap door

Can you dig it like a fossil?

Word of mouth through the gospel

Reality’s a motherfucker, life is a bitch

And that ho known to tell like a brothel

See, I might be on that bullshit

I said I might be wrong

Ever looked at your life, in the mirror at night

Thinking like, I shoulda been on?

I ain’t the only one that felt that

I ain’t the only one that want it all

Looking at the life of the rich and the famous

And I’m thinking like I shoulda been one of y’all


Reality can be a motherfucker

And if life is a bitch

She must be the number one cocksucker

But she can get the dick

Feeling like I’m running out of options

On the top of God’s shit list

Look around, you can see that I’m blessed

Couple dollars in my pocket, but I still feel stressed

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for?

Man, I ain’t never had shit, but everything is relative

And even if I did, I wanna have more


My mother died when I was young

My father was nowhere around

My grandmother told me to give her money

So I decided to move out

Moved in with my aunt but she flipped

It was only for a couple years

Drugs and depression came and went

Tears and beers with all of my peers

After traveling pretty far

Thought we’d be all around the world

Making music my full time job

But staying local was all we heard

Now I ain’t trippin’

‘Cause we went missin’

At the height of our popularity

Working a nine-to-five

Being recognized

As a has-been local celebrity

You still rapping, huh?

Doing that music thing?

What was the name that they used to call you?

Like Matty or something?

You on Pandora?

Man, I don’t mean to stall you

That’s why I gotta keep to myself

Tell nobody I got a talent that they don’t have

They just see me work

I put on my smile and just stay on my path

The ones that know always be telling me

When you finally gonna quit working here?

I just laugh ‘cause we already know

That I’m gonna be right here next year

I know that you see the IG

And how hard a nigga been workin’

I got the house, got the car

But I know, with all that, that life ain’t perfect


You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for?

Man, I ain’t never had shit, but everything is relative

And even if I did, I wanna have more

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for, huh?

You got it all, you got it all

So what you mad for?

Man, I ain’t never had shit, but everything is relative

And even if I did, I wanna have more

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