Mind So Gone Lyrics

(Clears throat) Welcome..

To the story of C-Nature

And how he lost his fucking mind

Muhahahaha

Let me tell you all this little story

Bout' these demons in my head and you could go perceive it for me

For no reason, sitting. bleeding, and fiending for a 40

Heart is freezin' that's why I sound like a beast when I'm recording

They call me a sadomasochistic

I'm getting laid off, for sniffing in the elevator and later getting smashed again

I'm just a different kinda breed, I know me

I know all these other people wanna see how I bleed

But I'ma tell you mother fuckers just like this

I don't ever trust nobody I just trust my fist

And I just might flip

I told these fuckin' doctors if I ever got a gun than I would bust my clip, bitch

I blame it on my chemical imbalance

I be messin' up my body never fell off with talents

I will battle anybody from the tenement to palace

You can tell'em to suck my dick, put their head up to my phallus

Yea my mind's so gone

I live in this crazy world so am I so wrong

You probably shouldn't look in my eyes so long

My mother is lookin' like "Where do I go wrong?"

My mind's so gone

You probably thinkin' it's from the smokin' and drinkin'

My eyes are open no blinkin', I'm always scopin' the kingpin

Cause I'm no pawn

No matter the struggle you know the rhyme goes on

I don't know why I can't end it now

Why is there this force inside of me that will not let me drown

I don't know I'm cryin' B

I got this anxiety inside of me

I'm tryin' be the best man I can be but people try to see

What they can get away with til they irk me to entirety

So I'ma be a force to be reckoned with til they body me

I'm just tryin' to operate properly

When the devil took my mind I think he threw away the lock and key

But I believe that deep down inside of me there's a normal person

Portrait perfect but I'm forced to live with this distorted version

Gets more disturbin' when I go to drinks and order a Bourbon

All of the worst shit comes straight to the surface, please just call me the surgeon

Or call me the Wizard of Oz. I can't go to my Psychologist, last week I pissed in his vase

Slipped busted up my head, brain ripped through the gauze

Guess the reaper couldn't finish the job

Yea my mind's so gone

I live in this crazy world so am I so wrong

You probably shouldn't look in my eyes so long

My mother is lookin' like "Where do I go wrong?"

My mind's so gone

You probably thinkin' it's from the smokin' and drinkin'

My eyes are open no blinkin', I'm always scopin' the kingpin

Cause I'm no pawn

No matter the struggle you know the rhyme goes on