fearless thoughts (BAWL) Lyrics

Yeah doe, I just need mo

I just popped tab now I can see mo

Tryna find love in a world so evil

Black my heart so I match the people

Tear apart cuz that's all that we know

Fearless thoughts, I just left my future to the tarot cards

Walked up to the reaper and I said square up

Ooooooo

Don't mind me I ain't talking bout shit

That's my mind, it really won't quit

But sometimes I wonder bout this

Man sometimes I wonder bout this

Don't mind me I ain't talking bout shit

That's my mind, it really won't quit

But sometimes I wonder bout this

Man sometimes I wonder bout this

Aye aye aye aye aye

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

What's on my mind

It replay in my head like all the time

And what I find

Is I am really not afraid to die

But I live on cuz I don't really want my momma crying

So I'ma get strong and never let misfortune back inside

Aye aye, I done seen the light

Crept back to darkness before it seemed to bright

I ain't wanna get engulfed in it

Cuz once you in it all the way, you won't see another day

And that's all to say, we gone ball today

And I ain't talking tears

Conquering the memories that I ain't fought in years

Just for all the reassurance that I sought to hear

Hmmmm

I can't even listen to the voices in my head

Cuz I know them lil muthafuckas want me dead

All of my regrets done left a carcass full of dread

Need a holy water cleanse, I'ma wash away the sins

Knowing me the shit might just burn away my skin

Since I played like God was make pretend

What if I had made it to the gates and can't get in

Cast down to hell, this ain't where I'm posed to been

Stole Satan's chariot and took it for a spin

That's when I begin to realize what it's all worth

Thinking I done been through hell and back just to realize I never left Earth

What's on my mind

It replay in my head like all the time

And what I find

Is I am really not afraid to die

But I live on cuz I don't really want my momma crying

So I'ma get strong and never let misfortune back inside