bella Lyrics

I could always tell you were terrified

Of my weakened heart and my brittle mind

So I took my pills and I took my time

If insanity was healed I could make you mine

And maybe you were right, I'm a psychopath

Burning everything that ever loved me back

I pour the gasoline, when it lights I'm the one who weeps

And we were something larger than this life

Why'd I have to go and live a lie

Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried

And I still pray that somehow this ain't true

Cuz even I believed in me and you

Now Bella's waking up with someone new

And I've tried to learn to live away from you

So I fill my time with things I shouldn't do

I still miss your love every time I move

It's selfish but I hope that you feel it too

And maybe you were right when you called it quits

Cuz sometimes we're hurting more than we benefit

Well I don't mind the pain I just wish we'd still be in sync

And we were something larger than this life

Why'd I have to go and live a lie

Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried

And I still pray that somehow this ain't true

Cuz even I believed in me and you

Now Bella's waking up with someone new

And I know I'm calling late and I know I don't make sense

I'm a little bit drunk even though I said I'd quit

But I've had enough of this and I don't know what to do

Won't you let me come back home with you

And I know I'm calling late and I know I don't make sense

I'm a little bit drunk even though I said I'd quit

But I've had enough of this and I don't know what to do

Won't you let me come back home

And we were something larger than this life

Why'd I have to go and live a lie

Now Bella couldn't be mine if she tried

And I still pray that somehow this ain't true

Cuz even I believed in me and you

Now Bella's waking up with someone new