Delusional Lyrics

I'm sorry that I met him

I'm sorry that I left

I'm sorry that I loved him for longer than I should have said

I'm sorry that I'm lonely

That I never feel full

I'm sorry my emotions are delusional

But I won't keep my head underwater anymore

Now I'm at a stranger's house lying facedown on the floor

And I won't put my life off for someone to hold my hand

And I won't wait to grow up until I've found another man

It's not complicated

What goes on in my head

It's all out of the textbook

I'm stuck in 2010

I create stories, try not to move on

Every new beginning I hold onto 'til it's gone

I'm sorry that I text him

I'm sorry I need sex

I'm sorry that I tell him about other men

I'm sorry that I kissed him

Sorry he doesn't care

I'm sorry that I'm talking about it everywhere

But I won't keep my head underwater anymore

Now I'm at a stranger's house lying facedown on the floor

And I won't put my life off for someone to hold my hand

And I won't wait to grow up until I've found another man

I'm sorry that I met him

I'm sorry that I left

I'm sorry that I loved him for longer than I should have said