smile Lyrics

Lost memories flowing through my veins, my blood is laced with pain

Got nowhere to escape when what I fear is in my head

Just wanna crawl into my bed, fall asleep and never wake up again

I don't wanna feel this way, I'm becoming what I hate

You say, that I caused you pain, but to me you did the same

Are you really honest?

Expecting worse than just a lie

You are all I can think about, read our texts to pass the time

All my friends say that you're wrong but I just want to see you smile

I wanna slit my wrists, dull the pain inside my mind

I have so much I wanna say

Wish you'd just hear me out

I can't bear to know you hate me, please

Come one last time

I just wanna talk, explain what went through my thoughts

Cause' I think you would understand if you gave my perspective a shot

Pull out the knife

Slowly, slowly

Leave me here to bleed

I wanted to explain why you made me feel this way

Cause' we're both to blame

Both to blame