Message to Gang Lyrics

On such a beautiful day such a messed up turn of events

Its crazy I hoped that this day would never come

Supposed to be so smart but in the end be looking dumb

Feeling messed up something like a bum

No disrespect to the homeless just keeping it real

Going through so many things it got me feeling ill

Ill in the head

Type of stuff that make somebody wish that they was dead

But nun suicidal but I can't take this to bed

The thoughts in my head and I hold it in

Tryna play it off smoove knowing I just pretend

Which was the case for my latest friends

We was posed to stick it out til the very end

But its crazy it felt off since it began

Began all them years back

I thought everything was cool until I felt attacked

See Brothers go thru things and then they bounce back

But this was something different so I guess that that can be scrapped

But it was gang against the world we helped one another

But nowadays we don't even call each other brother

We was supposed to ball together

Stick it out through the bumps looking out for each other

Man it was gang against the world we helped one another

But nowadays we don't even call each other brother

We was supposed ball together

But things just went down hill and we lost each other

Going back I always wanted to be on the scene

The homies doing it big and they did it as a team

Thought I would never be included that's the way it seemed

But it stuck to me like addiction to lean

Then came 10th grade my initiation

I tried to make being the crew my occupation

So then it happened I was down with the clique

Top dawg type of feel we would never slip

Rode as the fam and we did it right

Held each other down to make sure we was tight

Making sure we was good to make it through the night

Sticked it out together with all our might

Then as junior some things they took a left turn

Some things popped off and I was burned

And so I looked to the gang so they could help me out

But all they had to offer was just a fucking shout

But it was gang against the world we helped one another

But nowadays we don't even call each other brother

We supposed to ball together

Put our pain in the booth looking out for each other

Man it was gang against the world we helped one another

But nowadays we don't even call each other brother

We was supposed to ball together

But things just went down hill and we lost each other

Since then on forward we hit some more bumps

But I played it off and just put on a front

And then our senior year came yea the main event

And they got tired of me and they made it evident

Cut ties with with me and the brothers was took

Stripped from me something like a stone cold crook

Almost 2 years washed completely down the drain

I addressed the problem but they saw it as a game

I let it out tryna make a point so they could see

But they took it wrong and was all against me

It took a left turn just tryna solve a problem

And they said they was done and I didn't doubt em

But in the end ain't no bad blood up in my veins

I stand by everything and will take what come my way

If I could go back its one thing I'll fasho change

Think it all through before joining the gang

But somethings they happen for a reason

Some people change over time something like the seasons

But you cant turn back time and you can't freeze it

They say the day is a gift and you gotta seize it

Cant lie the shit hurt man I lost a couple pieces

Pieces of myself and I might just be the reason

And it all popped off when it was our season

Damn I wish some things in time you could just freeze it

Message to Gang

Ain't no love lost