macabre Lyrics

I don't hate you but sometimes I do

But I don't fully get it myself so I don't try to

I'm gonna block you

I'll start a new life

I'll cut my birthing cord off with your knife

I'm gonna buy you presents and tokens

Like a child cries "inconsistent"

I'm gonna eat my words when your casket

Says how much you liked me if I'd asked it

I'm gonna hide love notes and letters

Stumble upon them

Finally feel better

You rot my brain

I haven't formed a thought without you in it

Too tired so I'll just stay stuck

So fucked, there's nothing in my gut

It sounds like ooh

Sounds like ooh

I wanna touch your lips

Read a poem you wrote about an ex

Before I'd know them

Drove through the desert I missed the exit

Wish I'd left but you insisted

I'll wait around

In love with a spector

Writing out a draft before I text her

Maybe you'll hear it

Holding a seance

For someone I think I knew once

I never had a girl

One day I hope I will

The drone of crossing trains

White noise to help me sleep

Feels like a fever dream

At best, I hope it breaks

Before I give out

Baby, dredge the river for me

Funny how, funny how

I looked so good and you never said so

Funny how, funny how

I looked so good and you never said so

Funny how, funny how

How's this funny when I liked you so?

Funny how, funny how

I got dressed up to be alone

Oh, it's so funny

How's this funny when I liked you so?

It's so funny

Funny how?

It's so funny

It's so funny

I looked so good and you never said so

Never said so, you said so

I looked so good and you never said so

How's this funny when I liked you so?

Funny how, funny how

I got dressed up to be alone

How's this funny when I liked you so?