Voices Lyrics

No longer afraid of the fear

That Critique

That voice in my head

Tormenting me for years

Mortified by the need to go do

No spirit or touch with the lord

Only Boredom

Broken down shattered

Scattered out around the ground

It was up to me find

Who am I

Does it truly matter

If I disappear

If I knock on your door

Will you let me

If my heart stopped beating

Would you resuscitate

Fixated on way to fix something

That was never broke

You can laugh all you want

But that shame is to blame

You can say you did your best

Ha we know that's a lie

Can't hide from the light

When its right in your eyes

In the darkest moments

As the days are ending

And your memory is gone

And you stop pretending

All the voices in your head

No longer are afraid

They are healed by compassion

Which never go's away

When I learned that the voices in me

Were a part of me

Not all of me

I became

I came along way while the world spin

Learned to slow it down and calm the whirlwind

I flipped a coin in to the well

In hopes to have a dream come true

Guess I'm optimistic

I apologize if that part of me that was in the drivers seat

That wasn't suppose to be

Immaturity had me afraid of being intimate

And as a kid that experience of worthlessness

Was like a thousand pounds

No teachers there to help

Process all the pain

Just some voices in my head

That were misled

Left me in a state of limbo

Nowhere to go who could I call upon

Kids raising kids

Mom gone work alcoholic

Had to feed the wallet

Support the alcoholic

Thankful for all of my survival strategies

Kept me calm when the world was chaotic

Out of control loss of innocence

It's hard for a young child to make sense

Lacking guidance and emotional intelligence

In a world so complex