I Used to Kill Stuff Lyrics

Some believe that all will bleed I figured out

We’re not the same you haven’t suffered like me

I never thought that I would end up like this

I was the target of an overdose it’s funny I missed

At first I laughed and I then I cried

I wasn’t broken enough to decide

The second time I died you all went away self inflicted pulled the trigger with the slice of a blade

And for a summer I was gone I disappeared for a short time but not long enough

I woulda killed for a long time

I had all the info to save me

Forget I don’t wana feel invisible

Instead my life has moved on without me

Im a charity case a selfish stupid mistake

Regret is like the word alone

Now I get the suicidal poems

On and off back and forth you and me are killin it

Loneliness clear as day looking for a way to end an accident

That’s permanent to penalize the selfishness

I can’t move on I’m not alright I won’t jump

I had all the info to save me

Forget I don’t wana feel invisible

Instead my life has moved on without me

Im a charity case a selfish stupid mistake and

I won’t ever get used to

The thought of not fucking up my rotting arm

I can’t see my self a perfect life in perfect health

I can’t

Some believe that all with bleed I figured out I don’t agree

And If you think that you’re like me

That you’re too deep that you’re too clean

Cope and sink and cope and sink and cope and sink

Self inflicted pull the trigger self inflicted suffer

Suffer

Suffer