Today I Live Lyrics

I am wanting on the time when I'll let it go the pain the hate the fear

Am wanting on the time when I'll let it go

Afraid is not the last thing I feel

Unless you add

The pain that I am feeling with in

I remember the day that I sat down crying coz of all the words that I heard you call me

Out loud, I'm overwhelmed

Devastating, drowning lies

Suffocating in my mind

I created what l'm not

Endless pain in my heart

But today, I break the wall to dust, decide to live again

I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again again, again, again

Bad news, bad feud, bad circumstances that I had to lose myself in a, a box of shoes

Every time that I recall, I remember the girl with anger in her eyes staring across the room

Hesitating in this war

Worthless torment in my bones

Feel emotions down my throat

All the anger that I hold

So today, I break new walls my way, decide to live again

I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again, again, again, again

I felt terrified terrified

How they turned their backs so fast

I was horrified horrified

With all the anger held inside

I had no excuse, left to lose

Waiting for the end to fall

That's when realized that me true

Lies with I

And today I paint my walls again,decide to live again

I live again, I love again, I live again, I love again, again, again, again

I was thinking about the time when I let it go the pain the hate the fear

I was thinking about the time when I let it go, I know, I know, I know