The Vein in Black Lyrics

I watched it fall away again

I’m tired, so why should I pretend I’m over it?

Fuck it, I’m fine

I’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind

I don't know why I tried to hide from lies

I thought that I could have a stable life again

I’m playing blank cassettes

I know you remember the time

I said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds

But then I was left with a lie

You said you would be mine

Look behind misguided eyes, I left everything I had that night

You called me just to invite me back to that city

And leave behind the new life I liked, so I said goodbye

I took my car, I knew it wasn't right

I let regrets surrounding my head fall again

All I wanted, then, was to make amends

It was only months before I watched it end

Remember that note that I left for you?

Desperate, I just needed help, but you decided to vanish

Well, fuck you too

I was homeless and left to move

Abusing a drug that fucked up my head until I overdosed again

I know you remember the time

I said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds

I’m over it

Fuck it, I’m fine

I’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind

My last cry for help