how to go to sleep Lyrics

I don't know if i know

How to go to sleep

I get home i wash out the bad taste in my mouth

From the last few weeks

Funny how i still feel like a child

Everytime that i brush my teeth

Thinkin' bout all the times

I didn't recognize who i saw in the mirror

'Then you came along

Every night when i crawled into my bed

You know i used to get in my own head

Matter time before i'd start to get upset

Preoccupied with the shit that don't make sense

Like tell me why we wake up in the morning

Pass the time doing shit that means nothing to us

All the days are the same and its awful

And then we wake up and we do it all over

And i know that's right but it's just hard to admit

If i close my eyes does that make me a hypocrite

Awake is alive but sometimes i get tired of it

I don't wanna die and see that i had never lived

But now i just sigh and you smile when you hear it

Since you're in my life everything seems to make sense

I know i'm alive, no i don't have to question

The day turns to night and i'm glad that i had it

If viktor was here he'd tell me gain perspective

He's look at me and he'd say don't you forget

Just look and see who is with you in your bed

So don't worry about being meaningless

There is your meaning you finally found it

Finally i recognize

Who i see in the mirror

Those are two tired eyes

But their vision is clear

See that kid start to grin

'Cause they know that they're free

You are not your past life

You are a human being

You don't look like that child

Who didn't realize

What it meant to be living

Just like day turns to night,

The pain will leave your eyes

Your life will keep going.

Now i know, know for sure

How to go to sleep

It's so much easier

Now that you're with me