Til The Sunrise Lyrics

Your time, yea

You're like Novacane

All up in my brain, damn

A young nigga but I witnessed hella shit within my life time

But I ain't one to get some help through a lifeline

And I ain't never saw no pain that was like mine

But I would never know until I let my light shine

And when I did, I was happy to be alive

Despite my pain reaching at me from the other side

But I will never tell you bout it just to keep the smile alive

And I'll be waiting for til' the sunrise

I been ghosting all my friends, disappearing from my family

Depression may be cleansed, but my demons keep attacking me

Counting all my wins but losses steady trapping me

Looking through the lens, seeing bad shit happening

Here we go again, and I'm tryna live happily

Where do I begin, the finish line is worth imagining

Depression hit me hard, it threw me off like a javelin

Living is bizarre, With the pain that I'm handling

But I'm used to it

Helping people with their problems and I tell them my solutions are fluent

But who the hell gon help the therapist when he going through it

You ain't even think about it, did you

I had cut off liabilities and I ain't use a scissor

I needed the ability to look into the mirror

I was smaller once before then I learned how to get bigger

And stronger and taller, that shit increased my vigor damn

Some ain't right man

I've been listening

Pay attention

You don't listen

You been given

You been spending up

Your time out there lying oh

You been driving me insane

I shoulda stayed in my lane

Love and pain be the same thang sometimes

And Ion know who to blame, maybe it's the novacane in my brain

They said I wasn't slick now imma slimey lil lizard

I lost my big dawg in red, I used to call him Clifford

Take the pain away from me while I'm pouring out this miller

Or find way past it cause it's fucking up my inner

I know that imma born sinner, but I'm tryna be different

I been feeling down lately and my spirits ain't lifting

Steady thinking bout all the fucking people I'm missing

I've always gave a helping hand, ain't that the standard of living

Or am I tripping, cause you don't really see it happen often

Ain't nobody gon know your worth until yo body laying in a coffin

That's tough but it's true

Take care of yo people cause at any time, they could be burying you

Or the other way around, life is too short for you to always play around

So get yo shit together and get up from off the ground

Watch the people you surround

And you'll see the world cycle like a merry go round, peace and love

A young nigga but I witnessed hella shit within my life time

But I ain't one to get some help through a lifeline

And I ain't never saw no pain that was like mine

But I would never know until I let my light shine

And when I did, I was happy to be alive

Despite my pain reaching at me from the other side

But I will never tell you bout it just to keep the smile alive

And I'll be waiting for you till the sunrise