Never Where I Wanna Be Lyrics

I can never stop cause I'm never where I wanna be

Let my guard down and my demons gon catch up to me

I can't let it happen, no I can't let them in front of me

Chasing after me like they the only ones loving me

Remember when they used to make fun of me

Now they asking for my mf company

But they ain't tryna pick me up cause they under me

I can only talk to the ones that can summon me

Cause I'm sorry to the people I ghosted

I been movin by my lone (Malone) and I talking bout Moses

Out the way while patiently waiting and still believing I'm chosen

17 years when my father planted the seed and now be blossomed to roses

I'm hurting the ones who still closest

Fighting by my side but the feeling feels bogus

Feeling like a crime when I lock myself in holding

Cause the pain that I'm spreading, it ain't no way I can control it

Look, I kept my pain inna bottle neck

Making music started crying less

I try my hardest just to be the best

Man it's hard to live wit no regrets

I'll admit it life's a mess

And I know

It get hard when it's time for you to buckle down

When you feel like you ain't wanted when they come around

Go somewhere where you feel like you can be allowed

Light a L and, have a laugh, I call that rolling loud

Like I'm big Sean, took a L then I bounce back

Like I'm embiid, all I do is trust the process

I be feeling honored, I was on the blacc podcast

Imma outcast, is it weird that I like it like dat yea

Hating on me man you gotta be down bad

Sometimes I miss the younger me playing sonic on the Dreamcast

Times change when you start to live fast

Am I wrong if tell you I miss what we had

But I got that Kanye confidence

The typa nigga don't take compliments

The type nigga who ain't worried bout accomplishments

The typa nigga zoned out making tunes till I come back asking erybody what I missed

Yea you know the flow is sicker than apocalypse

The streets violent, I stay out of it

Gotta solve my problems no time to vent

You know a nigga got the sauce no condiments

Yea a nigga took a loss but I tried again

It's some mistakes that I'll never make again

I got that Mamba mentality, I'll do anything to win

But I been breaking all my limits cause they're starting to tower

And I know life can give you lemons so I'm pretty sure the flow getting sour by the hour

Or the minute, I'm appreciating every single moment that you listen

Yea I'm steady on a mission, I'm best in my division, like I'm hooping

I won't always get to make the best decisions with the people that I'm losing

They might think that ya boi is stupid, I know life's about learning so you can say that I'm an A student

And I've been having so much fun

But a nigga ain't talking bout young thug

I'm so high up in the clouds like I'm pulling on Alladin's rug

I can never stop and that's word to my big cuz

I can never stop cause I'm never where I wanna be

Let my guard down and my demons gon catch up to me

I can't let it happen, no I can't let them in front of me

Chasing after me like they the only ones loving me

Remember when they used to make fun of me

Now they asking for my mf company

They ain't tryna pick me up cause they under me

I can only talk to the ones that can summon me

I'm making everybody happy but myself

That's the flaw in my design, Imma robot unlike anything else

Meaning no emotion was ever felt

Had to get it on my own, I made it look like I never needed help

But when I think about it robots ain't perfect

They get watered down and they start to short circuit

They're created by a person who ain't perfect

I ain't just another person, no I'm a different version

And it's a catastrophe, then I turned into a masterpiece

A couple years back all they did was laugh at me

Thanking all my fallen ones, yea they made a path for me

Actually they guided me gradually like a family that I've always had

I love em like the soldiers call each other comrades

They fuckin wit the music and it have me feeling glad

Just for that imma make it big, I ain't going out sad

I can never stop cause I'm never where I wanna be

Let my guard down and my demons gon catch up to me

I can't let it happen, no I can't let them in front of me

Chasing after me like they the only ones loving me

Remember when they used to make fun of me

Now they asking for my mf company

They ain't tryna pick me up cause they under me

I can only talk to the ones that can summon me