every time I close my eyes Lyrics

Where did you go

I don't fucking know

I been feeling low

It's the end of the show

You left me alone

In the abyss I'm thrown

And now it's my time to shine and grow

Everyone that surrounds me please help me I'm drowning in my head might be dead

I try to make moves that'll be outstanding

But my thoughts are hunting me till the end

My voices resounding, my heart's in the ground and it's like there are hundreds of fucking fake friends

If I'll be counting, it wouldn't be surprising

That the amount I'll have will spread on one hand

Every time I close my eyes

I think of you and I realize

You were always telling me the same lies

I try to overcome myself

I fell to you like no one else

Every time I hear your name my heart melts

They say fake it till you make it

Then it's rape it till you sex it?

Cause if you guys ain't true to what you do so don't expect it to be perfect on your worst Days when you get what you deserve at in the first place when you made all your Mistakes and now you take it and it's painful cause the drugs are now the makeshift to The headache

And the heartbreak

The pills I used to take

It made my world shake

I mean for god's sake

Every time I close my eyes

I think of you and I realize

You were always telling me the same lies

I try to overcome myself

I fell to you like no one else

Every time I hear your name my heart melts

Where did you go

I don't fucking know

I been feeling low

It's the end of the show

You left me alone

In the abyss I'm thrown

And now it's my time to shine and grow