britannia mills Lyrics

I'm not the person that I was then

But the ache still tries to haunt me

The battles fought inside my head

And the demons that would taunt me

I'll look my fears straight in the eyes

And say I'm not afraid

But they'll come back for me someday

Like child's play

There's not a single thing I miss

But you were dangerously alluring

Preying on my darkness

Your eyes did all the talking

I didn't think I was alone

'Til I was miles away from home

With a bracelet still tied to my wrist

A fight just to exist

I still feel the pain

But I feel it in new ways

I'm not the person that I was then

But the ache still tries to haunt me

The battles fought inside my head

And the demons that would taunt me

I'll look my fears straight in the eyes

And say I'm not afraid

But they'll come back for me someday

Like child's play

I know what it's like

To question everyone in your life

A dull depression, a strange obsession

Are they insane, or am I?

Some days I wonder what it's like to die

To leave it all behind

But if you pass through hell

Why would you choose to stay there?

This devil on your shoulder

Is a weight you can't bear

I still feel the pain

But I feel it in new ways

I'm not the person that I was then

But the ache still tries to haunt me

The battles fought inside my head

And the demons that would taunt me

I'll look my fears straight in the eyes

And say I'm not afraid

But they'll come back for me someday

Like child's play

They'll come back for me someday

I'll force myself to stay awake

'Cause if I stop myself from dreaming

They will have no dreams to take

Slept alone in a hospital bed

You asked me where I'd want to be

I could've seen you in that moment

You should've been right there with me

Throwing up in the bathroom

Hit me with the bad news

Tell me that you're done

And I never should've had you

I still feel the pain

I feel it always

You were coming back for round two

Kick me when I'm down

You wished that I was dead

Should've known that you were bad news

I still feel the pain

I feel it always

Throwing up in the bathroom

Hit me with the bad news

Tell me that you're done

And I never should've had you

I still feel the pain

I feel it always