Skydive Lyrics

This is the realist song that I wrote I don't even have to pretend

Last year I was in hospital angry thinking my life would actually end

Then it's right back to ends, pissed off and alone and scratching my head

I looked Satan in the eyes that day and I said that wont ever happen again

Liars and narcissistic people, I can't lie some of them need a beating

I know girls that don't even know their worth so they tolerate cheating

These are the same girls that pretend to be strong when they just need healing

Mark my words like classroom teaching

Can't shed light when you're fighting your demons

I've been through hell and back, I feel I'm touring,

Halfhearted where everyting that I do, man ah put my all in

I left a message for god and he never replied then I might stop calling

Tryna Skydive and let things go, but you won't see me falling

I don't open up for just anyone, like a thot that belong to the streets

Love to my g's and all of my queens they know who I mean

Music is therapy but trust me the cost ain't cheap

Used to feel like I couldn't breathe, got waved before I could see

Letting things slide you're not gonna see

Wore my heart on my sleeve it was hard for a g...

Submarine flow, got some things that I'm harbouring deep

I heard that nice guys finish last, that used to be hard to believe

Now I turned cold cos the truth's like a miss hit pass, it's always hard to receive

I've been through hell and back, I feel I'm touring

Halfhearted where everyting that I do, man ah put my all in

I left a message for god and he never replied then I might stop calling

Tryna Skydive and let things go, but you won't see me falling

I believed in love, turns out it was bogus, that's why my heart turned frozen

The same girl that dissolves your love like a solvent

Cries pon' a next mans shoulders

Don't know how to apologise, do a mad ting then it's over

So I don't trust no one I'm a loner

Too many gyal turn cobra

Financial freedom, the ultimate goal for my children

I want my daughter to walk with her head held high and my son

To know he's a king

So he's not on the wing like a stereotype

And he doesn't end up on the road like a pilgrim

Cant chat about mentality

Thoughts of a black man that's built different

I've been through hell and back, come like a long way vacation

You can't walk in my shoes, while you were asleep I was turning grief in to patience

Lord knows I'm a king but your toxic behaviour was dragging me down

If I die before my time then I tried to make my family proud