Erebus Lyrics

I'm a waste

I've grown to look at myself as just a damaged twisted soul

Bound for an empty demise

A vile man with a taste of sin

A bloody pathway to my death

I feel disturbed in my skin

I'm ashamed, jaded

Guiding a tormented agony, seemingly holding a darkness inside of me

Running away is futilely flawed when you look in the mirror

You will fool the whole world down the pathway of life

But your final reward will be the heartaches and tears

If you've cheated the man in the mirror

A phantom heart deep within that beats within my own chest

A congregation of this lifeless soul

My whole existence is a sham

Gorging on my own demise

Life hasn't been what I wanted, and I only have myself to blame

For I am tainted, wretched, filled with petulance

I am damaged

A bitter taste of this morbid headspace

Disgraced

Tears fall from me

Oh, I am my only beast

Why do I pretend that my life is at peace

Realize the fulfillment that this lacks

A clouded mind wakes me up in the night

Searching for my inner peace

Venomous

Venomous, I'm engaged to the darkness

This destruction, this pain

My own fallacy

Distrust in myself

I've spent so much time reflecting

I'm in the fight of my life

Carried by this virus of vexation

The unrelenting violence

Just an empty shell

I'm so blind to heed my own words

Desolation

I am so broken

God is a sinner if he thought of me

All these nights left alone with myself

I never thought death would be invigorating

I am so broken

God is a sinner if he thought of me

In my vision I'm the victim of spite

But the devil on my shoulder disagrees with me