i'm fine, i lied Lyrics

I got strength

But I lack willpower

I got

A few friends

But my heart says nada

So de nada to my insecurities

Harsh realities

Honestly

Not my cup of tea

Let's change up the beat

Huh

What a life I live


Worries cloud my mind

Like grocery lists

It gets really hard to live it with my mind like this

Imma really have to book it with a tightened fist, huh

Restless avenue

I've been here before

I, deserve revenue

For thinking too much

My bliss is collecting dust

Wish I knew the cause

Of course

That I'll say I'm fine

I've taken this course

I'm breathing

But I'm drowning

And I

Would smile

But I'm crying

Cause I

Only got so many bandaids in my kit

Wishing for clear blue skies and to see life like a kid

Hmm, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

Hmm, I'm lying, I lied, I lied, I lied, I lied

In these ungodly hours

I'm up writing a memoir

The future got me dizzy

Is like I've dranked a mimosa

Or maybe Hennessy

My mind got the best of me

Pessimist

Issue is

The heart could never get the gist

I'm a mess indeed

My search history

Previews WebMD

Huh, had to take a seat

Diagnosis says

I'm hurting odee


But I already knew that

What a time to be alive

The soul says keep it pushing'

Battery's on 25

Slowly draining

Bit by bit

Pick up my drift

My, fingers cross

Right behind me, I'm

Hmm, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

Hmm, I'm lying, I lied, I lied, I lied, I lied

Some days

The sky goes gray

And it looks just like my brain

Hoping

To wake up and

For the pain to go away

(One more time? yeah)

Hmm, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

Hmm, I'm lying, I lied, I lied, I lied, I lied

Hmm, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

Hmm, I'm lying, I lied, I lied, I lied, I lied

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