Real 2 Love ft. Sideshow Lyrics

I had a dream about my future self

Told him that I'm really going through hell

I wanna win they wanna see me fail

I prevail

But still I'm always thinking some days

Feel like I'm really stuck in my ways

My biggest fear is staying in the same place

I'm used to people doubting never cared what I say

Give me something real to love

I cannot sleep It's hurts too much

I'm used to being in the same place

I'm making moves cuz I know something gotta change

I know that prolly imma make it one day

I'm praying that I don't return to my old ways

But then I'm always stuck in my ways again

I'm going ghost and I'm not talking to friends

I feel the pain from my desire to win

And then

We hit eleven because I'm never gonna stop it at ten

We run it back and then we stacking again

I wanted love but no I had to pretend

Again

Feel like I'm always stuck in my ways

An introvert that's always out of his place

But I can't blame you prolly act the same way

Cuz they don't know bout nothing all the pain that I faced

They told me Chima yo you acting strange

If you was me I know you'd do the same

It's hard to judge, we run our own race

You say you love me now but another day another face

Remember when I had imaginary friends

As a child was always talking to them

Then the voices stayed with me in my head

Counted on em never counted again

Give me something real to love

I cannot sleep It's hurts too much

Stack a dollar in advance for everybody said I'd get it wrong

But I can't help it imma stack it anyway until I'm dead and gone

I can't do new friends rather get it on my own

But it get rough I hate the fact that I just feel alone

I can't fight that shit, she get nervous when a nigga start to talk like this

Yeah, I need to keep progressing

I keep on taking losses how I turn them into lessons

But since an adolescence I ain't never back down

So I spin background now they coming back around

And now I'm acting different

But it get tricky it get sticky when you after the ticket

Been on my own now

I'm 22 I know I'm young but I'm still grown now

So I can't fake kick it

My time is money gotta spend it with intentions to flip it

I'm making pain my progression this how I express my aggression

Can't let em get to me

Granny told me that I'm different just keep praying for peace

I know they hate to see you that's just what I'm on now

It's just me and CTv we writing songs now

No I can't fake kick it

Give me something real to love

I cannot sleep it hurts too much