Pleasure and Pain Lyrics

It ain't my fault this is what I love

It ain't my fault that I'm not giving it up

It ain't my fault this runs through my blood

My pleasure and pain, my pleasure and pain

It ain't my fault this is what I love It ain't my fault that I'm not giving it up

It ain't my fault this runs through my blood

My pleasure and pain, my pleasure and pain

Pleasure and pain

Pleasure and pain

Open the diary

It's time for you to take a deeper look up inside of me

This my main cause of relief and anxiety

The cure and the poison ironically it resides in me

Kept me in line when I was going astray

Technically defines the person that I am today

Stay in the back of my mind before I make a mistake

Taught me that grit and some grind and dedication can pay

So I'm locked in my room like a caveman

Plotting on a move to make so I can cause mayhem

Overthinking on the verse I'm writing got me raging

Getting frustrated I wanna rip the page man

But I keep going cause I can't lose

Staying up for hours sleep till it's noon

Feeling like I'm superman cause I made it through

Then I'm highly disappointed cause I didn't get many views

What a paradox

They think that I should stop ask why I keep going

I ask why not I refuse to let somebody put me in a box

I wouldn't climb a mountain if I ain't plan to reach the top

To be honest I don't think I ever could change

This part of my anatomy it runs through my veins

This my love, this my hate, this my joy, this my pleasure and pain

It ain't my fault this is what I love

It ain't my fault that I'm not giving it up

It ain't my fault this runs through my blood

My pleasure and pain, my pleasure and pain

Yeah a lot of people don't understand the path that we're on

They probably think aw man why won't you quit

Like if it's this much of a tug of war with your spirit you need to quit

They can't see how something that brings us joy can also bring us so much, so much pain

They can't identify with the fact that this is not a choice of ours

It's something that's inside us and we must work toward it in order to get it out

In order to get to that point where it brings us joy and satisfaction

It's just the chasing stage