R U MAD? Lyrics

I sat here a long time thinking about the beginning

I didn't know how to start

Maybe I start with nothing and everything will be here for me like now

Am I mad to not believe in your beginning?

I only believe in now

Now is the only thing that matters

And when now is gone... nothing is the only thing

I hate to sound so down but you know me

The worst thing that's ever happened to you right

2 worlds that weren't meant to be connected

Tied by a single thread waiting to snap

I know I'm mad but I didn't snap yet

I've seen you do it plenty of times

I didn't know how to start I'm just here...

I sat here a long time thinking about the end

I came up with a 1000 ways

Each one more painful than the other

Some fast some slow some complex

Fade to nothing where I came

I told you about this and you felt the same

I said I might be mad

Not for having these thoughts but for sharing them with you

I have issues not a lot of people can relate to

I might be crazy but i still feel

Just let me know before you do something that makes me insane

Please