P.O.R.I.D. (Proof Of Recovery In Darkness) Lyrics

See every morning, I wake up I feel I'm stronger than before

Cause I don't felt Some pain Up in my life, That shit done made me cold

Yea I been hurt, Yea I been broke, Down on my ass, Can't take no more

See I was once up in that spot, But yet I still got up and rose

See I've done pushed, Yea I done made it

Hurt from all the fuckin hatred

I been broken all my life, But yet I still get up and take it

I done held on to my patients

Lost myself, Became a patient

Just so I can fix my life, Cause I done seen The pain in making And now

All these street look different...

All these streets look different...

I remember tryna fight off All them demons I had in my head

The ones that told me Nigga you ain't worth it, Might as well be dead

The ones that constantly Would scream at me For me to squeeze that lead

Or put the barrel to my head and empty out the Clip instead

That ain't the way

Just listen close, I promise brighter days

I know you stuck up in that storm, And feel like You won't be okay

I know you Close your eyes And wanna give up Every night and day

But god ain't finna put you Through no pain That he can't take away

See all that pain And darkness, Know it hurts But soon it's gon be gone

I know you try to pray, Cause every night You feel like you alone

But please be strong, Just hold on dawg. The rain is here But not for long

But if you giving up, You taking everyone You love along

That pain is strong, That shit will hurt And it won't rest Inside that dirt

When you just 6 Ft Under earth, That pain will creep And it'll lurk

Now you breaking everyone That watched you ride up In that herse

Cause everyone that's here, They loved you dawg But you ain't see it first!

All these street look different...

All these street look different...

Is that just what you wanna see? you're fucking sister crying g?

Before you pull that trigger, Think of how it hurts yo family

And how they gon keep shining When their lights burned out?

The only reason that they smile, Is no longer around...

See they walk into your room without Them tears falling down

And everytime they hear your name, Ya momma starts crying out

She breaking down, She giving up, She feels she could've helped some how

But now she'll never even know Cause now you sitting in the clouds

I just hope that you listen

And hear the words That I am tryna speak

See I'm not here to Break you down Or make you feel Like you are weak

I know defeat, That shit ain't sweet

I seen my momma on her knees

She's screaming up to god To save her baby, She'll do anything

See every morning, I wake up I feel like I'm born again

Cause I won't Let myself feel weak And pain Like I did as a kid

And I won't let myself fall To the darkness That I hold within

See I still fight Depression everyday But see I'm stronger man

Yea I been there, Won't say I'm worse

But just know, I too was in the dirt

But that you can fix the path That you are taking, If you see it first

I know you only feel the hurt

Ya mind just seems to wanna search For some reason

Just so you can feel that pain And now your smile hurts

I seen them tears All on your shirt

Don't give up Cause them demons Lurk

See only you can fight em off But first you gotta know your worth

I seen them tears All on your shirt

Don't give up Cause them demons Lurk

See only you can fight em off But first you gotta know your worth