Raw Thoughts Lyrics

I Never felt real love, Not till I was a teen

Two girls that's all I had before, me

I been riding with 'em, been

Pouring my heart out to 'em, see

Nothing I had before 'em all could keep 'em sane

Now I'm ending high school in

With my dick still a virgin

My dreams still I'm searching

My fears they all still scurrying

Round my head and out the door

Of my penthouse to the bottom floor

Rock bottom now I'm sore

All they see is empty wallet, man I'm poor

I been washed up on the shore

Of my mind, right

They are so divine, right

Yeah

They ain't takin my advice

Caught her having a device vice

Caught her lying to me, that's ice

Cold, but her hugs warm

Yeah I saw them red flags as they warn

Me to

To her fatal flaws

She had more than Kabal

Mortal Kombat, I turn on the 3 6, man you a bitch

Everything they taught me is that you're pitch

Stuck in you forever

Left my other slipper

Felt like I was limping down the stairs

Out of your life

And out of your hair

That's why I don't think you ever really cared

Yeah it's thunder and lightning

They caught me Kung-Fu fucking fighting

Germany is just a site-see

But I got a sighting

I found myself inside my mind

Stuck in it with some sort of bind

Friends and family don't ever seem to find

Me in a perpetual state of anxious lines

Can't stop fucking writing

Got a book inside, I'm biting

Nothing, bussing, hustling, gushing

Loving, bumming, and I got a tuck in

Keep on filling up my trash bins

Wondering what I'll be in

5 years, if I'll have a place

Or if I'll have a girl and a fucking smile on my face

Or if I get 50 fucking gallons full of mace

That's on world record pace

I know I got a letter to replace

All the feelings that you gave me

You knew it would erase me

You couldn't fucking face me

Raw thoughts

It's a lost cause

But I bet you broke some laws

I was thinking bout the pauses

I knew you blamed it on some blockheads

Who wouldn't give you what you needed

What you wanted

What you deserved

But I gave it to you

So was it an issue

I just want the truth

I been sitting in this booth

Tryna paint a picture in my mind

Of how you failed to see me as your guy

You weren't so hard to find

So I'm just wondering how I got you stuck in my mind

In your silver bind

It was something at the time

I just wanted a kiss

To sit and reminisce

To rant about the things that we missed

That's not what I got

I'm just spitting rhymes

And complaining bout a lot

Man these are just my raw thoughts