A Narrative of How It All Fell Apart Lyrics

They day I scratched a car while parking

I should have driven off or not returned

Sometimes all it takes is a ride in a paddy wagon

To get your motivation back

My old phone rests six foot deep

In a pit of water

It's where I want to be

I lost everything, it had many things

Talon of the hawk

Some of the best

Depressing scraps I'll ever write

Mannerisms, euphemisms

Metaphors and confessions

Memories of adventures

Shenanigans and good times

So many texts

And comforting reminders

Now they all rest in my head

Where my mind can eat them

In a tug of war with myself

One side trying to pull me back to the past

And the other trying to get me back on my feet

I'm stuck in the middle

(I'm stuck in limbo)

(I'm stuck in between)

Each day takes me further from where I was

And closer to where I want to be

But where I was is where I was most comfortable

We only get so many chances

Wake up, try to roll out of bed

End up rolling back to sleep instead

Everyone and everything is dead

Yet I still manage to feel worse than everyone else

(At least from the outside)

(Can't tell from the inside)

All I have is a want and a goal

Everything in between seems impossible