Not Easy Lyrics

Going through a lot of things, ya know

It's, it's a part of life

BL, what the hell

And over time, I learned that pain gone be with you forever

You just gotta sit with it and just keep it pushing (On some real nigga shit)

Darkside made this

Shit, how I see it

How I'm feeling, shit

Ain't no way I can escape it

I just gotta embrace it

Ain't nothing I can do but take it, ya know

Yeah

Best believe it's not as easy

As it seems, I finally seen it

I been scarred, my heart is bleeding

The world is getting colder, I'm anemic

Best believe it's not as easy

As it seems, I finally seen it

I been scarred, my heart is bleeding

The world is getting colder, I'm anemic

Bitch, I been a soldier, boy

I'm like what's hannenin'

We not even 21, but we turned into savages

Kids be feeling sour bout a nigga, ain't no patching it

I had to pull the knife out my back, double back and stab a bitch

In the studio recording when I'm at my happiest

Love my girl to death, I swear she bring me so much happiness

She the only person that I can see myself happy with

Nigga pull up acting, up that ratchet

Imma clap a bitch

I'm forever black hearted

I can't lie, I came a long way from where I started

Surgery was done up on my body, I was heartless

I came from that water, I was swimming where sharks is

I be careful not to show them where my heart is

I slept on the floor inside them Walnut apartments

Whenever you round' me, just be careful how you talking

Make the wrong move and you gone make yourself a target

I took too many losses

Came from that rain, now I need to dry

I can see my mama pain, looking in her eyes

I don't wanna see no tears falling down her eyes

Mama don't you cry, it'll be alright

I been fighting demons all my life

Got too many things weighing on my mind

My oh my

Eye eye eye, yeah

I'm forever black hearted

Man, for real, like (I can't lie, I came a long way from where I started)

I came a long ass way, bruh (Surgery was done up on my body, I was heartless)

I was at the bottom of the bottom for real, bruh, I started off with nothing (I came from that water, I was swimming where sharks is)

I ain't have no jewelry (I be careful not to show them where my heart is)

I ain't have no set of equipment, I had nothing, mane (I slept on the floor up in them Walnut apartments)

Look where I'm at now (Whenever you round' me, just be careful how you talking)

It took through a lot of pain to get here though (Make the wrong move and you gone make yourself a target)

Believe that, yeah (I took too many losses)

Best believe it's not as easy

As it seems, I finally seen it

I been scarred, my heart is bleeding

The world getting colder, I'm anemic

Best believe it's not as easy

As it seems, I finally seen it

I been scarred, my heart is bleeding

The world getting colder, I'm anemic

Shit, my heart faded to black way before you even knew my name

Like, this shit been part of me, ya heard me

And the crazy thing about it is

You ain't seen nothing yet

The Black Hearted KiDD