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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2021

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Aye yo you looking at the face of a monster

A disgrace to his family cause the shit he ain't conquer

But if you knew the pain he had bottled up inside of his locker

Maybe you would take a break from all that drama

And stop with the trauma and be a little calmer

If only you knew he was taking care of his mama

With a sister who was struck by her man that rocked her

And socked her but eventually that punk got his karma

This life makes me sad and want to go die

Bitch I been living on edge with the sky

But don't nobody know what I been going thru

They just see me in their own happy view

Day one looking at where I came from

Every day new gang busts

Everybody wanna slang dust

Everybody want to be dope

Till they holding they guts from getting all fucking banged up

Man I wish I had the fucking nuts to get the rope just to go and hang up


You thinking that you know me

All of my trauma makes it hard to sleep

I be so down on myself I can't breathe

So sick to my stomach I get so weak

You thinking that you know me

All this anxiety hits me so deep

I be so close to the edge I can leap

Somedays I feel like I die in my dreams


This court system don't want me to be a man

They want me to give up say fuck my kids and not give a damn

But the judge don't understand I'm willing to die for my fam

I did everything that was asked of me she still won't give me a chance

You wanna give my kids to a bitch who be doing drugs

This court systems a joke and I don't know who to trust

My father taught me to be a man so I do adjust

But you don't know what the fuck my kids been through bitch who are you to judge

Bitch are you sexist or racist

Because yo message is blatant

Maybe ill check with your neighbors

Confederate flags in yo basement

I'm sorry for losing my patients

You think you god you mistaken

I really do feel like you Satan

Because all the decisions you making

All this shit I can't lie it's starting to phase me

My lawyer fighting the only one who can save me

Fuck child support I don't care if they mama pays me

I just wanna raise my kids like my dad raised me


You thinking that you know me

All of my trauma makes it hard to sleep

I be so down on myself I can't breathe

So sick to my stomach I get so weak

You thinking that you know me

All this anxiety hits me so deep

I be so close to the edge I can leap

Somedays I feel like I die in my dreams

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