Oktober Lyrics

I keep dreaming your sick thoughts

Waisted my time on your lies

No goodbyes you left us cold

Like a family you once known

I wanna die hurts inside

Kills my pride that your still alive

Chest over heaves anxiety

Fell so hard trying to breathe

Sleepless nights lungs need air

Desperate days why am I here

Nights like these I get scared

No where to run ill hide under my bed

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands

Every night I watched you fall asleep

Dreaming of what life we couldn't be

That October night I heard your screams

Year after year I found a cure

This cure taught me how to be pure

Day after day month after month

The cuts on my legs are sewn shut

Searching for a new throne to claim what's mine

You cant take what I can find

The nightmares came true what's left behind

All this time you were lying

Days like this my distress

I hate it that I'm always nervous

Cause of you I'm like this

A big emotional fucking mess

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands

Every night I watched you fall asleep

Dreaming of what life we couldn't be

That October night I heard your screams

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands

Every night I watched you fall asleep

Dreaming of what life we couldn't be

That October night I heard your screams