Grow Up Lyrics

I'm almost 20 and I still feel like a kid

There's so many things I wish I never did

I guess they're right I think it is time to pretend

Accept that one day teenage years are gonna end

Oh Yeah! I've been drowning in my sorrows all my life

When I should be moving on, along with time

When they see me coping bad their eyes go blind

But when I've started feeling fine they want me

To go and make amends

And pay my fucking rent

Every day I'm spent

But I don't need to vent

I gotta grow up

Start changing with the weather

Just to feel a little better

So I can live my life

I've been going through emotions

In waves moving like an ocean

Not happy with how shit's going

Well fuck I should be finished growing

Life still filled with pain right?

Everyday more strain right?

Student loan got me broke as fuck, it's another night on the plain rice

Let's go, sat in my flat alone

Then I'm in the kitchen sitting on my own

Starting to convince myself to call this home

But shit, this ain't like the home I know

Ay, another fucking day on my phone screen

Too much shit to do, I think I'm gon' scream

Try call me imma let the tone bleed

But it's good and it's right that they want me

To go and make amends

And pay my fucking rent

Every day I'm spent

But I don't need to vent

I gotta grow up

Start changing with the weather

Just to feel a little better

So I can live my life

I gotta grow up

Get my shit together

So I don't stay like this forever

So I can live my life