after everything Lyrics

Thinking of you my heart is beating

I can feel it in my back

Remind me of when you sprained yours

Do you remember that?

It was your birthday we was getting into it

Hitting it from the back

Until your back snapped like a toothpick

The pain had you out like a light

That was the first time I dialed triple nine in my life

And when the ambulance came

It turned out you were fine

You always claim it as the day turned out to be your ride or die

Stayed convinced I saved you from dying

I thought, "Shit, he as dramatic as I am"

It was looking at a mirror, at the belt of Orion

Can't see us in the stars no matter how hard I'm trying

We met I moved in after two weeks

Talk 'bout moving fast

I still see you in my dreams

And it couldn't last

Three years, would you look at that

You stranger to me now

This is all I have

I would call but fuck being rash

You ain't picking up to no one with your selfish habits

Drinking with the homies to forget the past

Right?

Laid up with that new ass

Writing new tracks

Probably spending nights with her in a new bed

Probably talking shit about me with your new friends

Glad you know now what you never knew then

And what a nuisance I must be now

Hitting up your line like "Hear me out"

Been swallowing my pride, don't let me down

But you do every time

I don't know how I don't mean shit to you

After everything we been through

I don't mean shit to you

After every fucking thing we done been through

I hope you're happy now

I'm praying for your health

This is growth, last week I wanted you in hell

Saw your photo with her, guess you're doing well

So much for staying single, working on yourself

It's all good, if I could I would do the same

Still get triggered by your pictures

Mentions of your name

I was talking to your sister just the other day

She still treat me like a sister

You should be ashamed

Whatever happened to soulmates

Twin flames

Thought you would stay the same

I thought wrong

You know two can play at that game

Truth might hurt but you asked for it

Take your promises put a cast on 'em cause you

Broke every one that you made me

Aint' been acting a lady, lately

I been acting kinda crazy

I was outta line, can you blame me?

Lost the love of my life

A new one is waiting