Acsess Granted Lyrics

If I say the word love would you hold that against me

When we say it's all love is it really our envy

Our we in a competition

What's the prize that we getting

And that leads back to love

See the cycle just ended

I'm lost

If we speaking from the heart

I hate my inner thoughts

Perception of them is a monster

It's hard to jot

Am I sending love only when I'm falling apart

Desperate

Look in the mirror check my self

Then read the checklist

I'm no different from y'all

My father hit my phone guilt tripping pissing me off

You wouldn't I get yes when in a pandemic

But see my mama said what's done in the dark

Comes to light

Words to get you sober twice

That's the story of my life

I wrote it down then turnt on the mic

I made lil money but it's still did not Suffice

Lost some opportunities that's still haunting my life

Lost a lot money

Then I met my future wife

It was bad times

What's wrong with me I'm happier at the sad times

It's something powerful in memories

We still alive

That mean I'm able and willing

To be the bad guy

That's I'm tired of chilling I did this mad times

That's means I'm tired sitting here with these sad eyes

I seek peace so you never on my bad side

Tween you and mean I dream killing all the bad guys

Since 17 I felt this way I had to strategize

Scared to be alone with my face in my phone

All I wanted was some pussy in my home

I said at 23 you know who I'm gonna be greatest rapper that these niggas ever known

Now they like damn homie

In highschool you was the man homie

Fuck happened to you

The fuck happened to you