Alternate Universe Lyrics

I'm sick of standing up for you

I never could resist your love despite the truth

You're not yourself when you're standing next to me

I'll see right through you're transparent , see

You're lighting up and staying out

I don't know where these issues even came about

Where I'm kind to you through and through

It seems you've taken that for granted like you always do

'Cause holding on can only last so long

Sooner or later you will be gone

You said you'd be right here and always be my friend

Too bad just like the rest of them it always ends

Yeah I'm a fighter but I'm a joke

Standing up for myself I end up struggling and choking

I'm not the man that I say I am

This endless struggle to pull you nearer

Resulted with my vision seeing clearer

I heard your message read out loud

By a friend of mine that was tripping off some

Dank pack we got from Boston

Had me thinking about all the times we shared

That were less than awesome

I've been somewhere other than right where you needed me

I'm sorry I fall short

'Cause holding on only lasts so long

And sooner or later you will be gone

You said you'd be right here and always be my friend

Too bad just like the rest of them it always

Crumbles like a stone

Left with my thoughts

Words break my bones

I only wanted to build a home

You wanted not, not to be alone