Introspection Lyrics

(It's Ricci)

Yeah

Yeah

I've been thinking a lot

About me

You know?

Yeah

I look inside my mind, where's It at?

These kinda' visions keep me going, but still, where I sat

Is in my room, with these decisions, losing faith in that

In the strength of intuition, blinded cant react

I feel, as though the low blows go deeper, it shows

How my life is, so empty and it's keeping me froze

I got this music thing, it's probably all I got keeping me sane

Write a minute on this beat to oddly empty out my brain

It's all good

But, can I make it?

Hope I could

Thinking, so much, stressing on my future, if I should

If I would

Seeing others make it out the hood

Misunderstood

Like my purpose only come from where I stood

What's my excuse?

They out their own hood, breaking it loose

While I grew up with my Bishops, moms and pops gave me the Juice

I can't refuse

To give up on my own dues

To my mental, know that I'm the only me filling my own shoes

Reflecting, searching for the cues to enjoy my own youth

Spread my message out to you

Life is tough, I know, but sometimes

I be in the blues

I'll keep it true

I ain't really got that much to see through

Yeah, these middle-class problems, I know what it do

I'm sounding privileged, with my problems seeming minuscule

But, I'm struggling, I hope that you can see it, too

Even though, we from some opposites, no Red and Blue

Yeah

I see the world and wonder where I am

Significance of self love wasn't in my plans

But, it seems as though that obstacle is in my hands

I gotta find myself before I grow from boy to man

That mental growth is what I need, no, I can't reprimand

My conscience can't be silenced, keeping me reminded and-

I'm thinking everyday of how my choices lead me here

Can't say, that I'm happy, but it could it worse I hear

Other homies strung up off the molly and the beer

'Cause they were pushed into it from the problems of they peers

Feel as though that would me if I ain't battle that for years

Like, if I chose to take part of it and sink into my fears

You see, I'm too naïve, to believe that my grieve ain't bound to leave

Look at the trees, I know that Fall is bound to leave

Envision sanctity, its safe to see, my sacred dreams is full of love

Hope reality can thread the seems

I know, that strength comes from hard times like this

Keeping it moving, I just hope that I can find my bliss

The world don't stop when you do, you know, I've known since a Jit

The hurt be Panasonic, VHS be jammed and that's it

Self seclusion, yeah I'm so deluded

Bad delusion to myself, I keep myself secluded

Sheltered self, I shelve my mind and keep my body moving

Dangerous methods, meth heads, thinking in my brain its shooing

Solidarity for calmness, that's me and my conscience

Agreeing that the way to settle down is to con sense

Condescending is forgetting all my worries often

Off in my own space to keep my brain content

What I'm saying, is I feel as if I try to cope

With all my worries and my choices trying not to choke

To compromise my own future, that's my fear to note

Dealing with internal conflict as I stay afloat

Searching for guidance, as my pride keeps me sealed away

Can't admit my insecurities from day to day

I know that life is too short to live on with the pain, but I'll make it soon

Hopefully, I'll see the day

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