666 Ways to Love You ft. Lost Cause & Mikayla Hamilton Lyrics

I got 666 ways to love you

You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you

They ain't built like this no more

I don't need to even scores

Yo, I know I got problems

But tell me, can you help me solve em

Cause lately I feel like I'm back on the bottom

I'm back on the drugs, what do I do without em'

The last few months been a little bit sour

Everyday when I wake up I go to open the Bible

Like God please give me some sign to follow

Got a pocket full of pills and I'm probably gonna swallow em all

Then go and write me a song

I'll probably do this until I am gone

Leave me alone, let me be in my zone

Fuck all these hoes, I don't answer their calls

I don't trust no one, nobody at all

Maybe that's why I've been feeling so lost

Lately me and my family barely even talk

I'm sick of everybody, I'm ready to break a jaw, like fuck it

Lately I don't get no rest

I'm always feeling depressed,

Pop a Xanax to deal with the stress

I just wanna get the shit off my chest

Yeah, cause I need some change

Hate to admit it but I got some pain

So tell me can you love me for who I am

And then some and I promise that I'll do the same

I got 666 ways to love you

You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you

They ain't built like this no more

I don't need to even scores

I got 666 ways to love you

You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you

How are you death on two legs, save your breath, no need to waste

This depression, it eats me alive

But they think that they know me and push me aside

And the counselors say it's one day at a time

But each step I take I'm like ten more behind

And if I had that money that everyone flexed

I coulda had a chance to save my grandma's life

If I paid closer attention to detail my homie, he probably wouldn't have died

I'm sorry for bringing em up all the time

But I honestly think that I am traumatized

I sit and reflect on my life and decide

If tonight is the night that I am taking mine

This smile's a mask for unbearable pain

And I tell them they're right when they say that I changed

For better or worse, I think you know the answer

This PTSD makes me notice a pattern

Alone in this battle, I'm swapping out faces

And I'm scared to death that I won't ever make it

I'm killing the old me and leaving no traces

I just want respect, I don't care if I'm famous

And once I go numb, I think that is the cue

At this point, I have like nothing to lose

I'm tied to these strings, and I'm grounded by roots

If the gun ends up jamming, I'm going like juice

I got 666 ways to love you

You can knock me off my high horse, I won't judge you

They ain't built like this no more, I don't need to even scores

I got 666 ways to love you

You can knock me off my high horse I won't judge you

How are you death on two legs, save your breath, no need to waste